God is amazing!!!

just finished my stats paper. wow, God is simply amazing. it is out of this world that i could have such peace in my heart, even when i know practically nuts about stats. Thank God that it is an open-book exam.

throughout the exam, i was flipping through the books looking for something that i can scribble about. it's miraculous i could always find something, though i don't know if it's correct. the last question was asking something bout heteroscedasticity. i was like... "huh? what is that??". looked through the textbook, search in the index, couldn't find anything. suddenly a thought struck me to look in my notes. i knew it was God prompting me, so i did, and indeed found something about that bombastic word!! wow, it's just so amazing. u just cannot imagine how God worked to help me. the notes for that topic wasn't printed by me. i haven't been printing notes for more than half of the sem. that set of notes was given to me by charmaine, when she printed out an extra copy. God! You're amazing!

another thing during the paper was that my flu got very very bad. kept sneezing and my 鼻涕 kept coming out. it was really terrible. think i spent about 25% of the time sneezing and drying up my running nose. Thank God i brought a packet of tissue with me, which i never did before for past papers. God... You're just so good to me.

during the last 10 mins, after i finish my last question, i decided to take a break. the flu was too much. i cannot take it liao. though i got 1 or 2 blanks, i decided to forgo it. so i was there sitting down doing nothing. i looked around. everyone was busy writing, flipping their books. comparatively, i was just there stoning. the peace i had within me was out of this world. i know that it was God. how can i be so calm when i know so little about stats and during the paper, just sit there and do nothing? it's not that i've given up. it's because i've handed everything over to God. the peace that God gives when you do that... it's amazing. you just have to experience it yourself... whatever the results may be, i just want to thank God.

you know, for the past 10+ years of my life, i'm so blessed by the Lord academically. PSLE, 'O' level, 'A' level, and even my Uni first sem grades. i could always get good or decent results, even if i didn't put in alot of effort, like what happened during my 'O' levels. had some problems back then. but God brought me through. some of my friends think that i'm smart, think that i'm clever, but i'm really nothing. it is God who is helping me. it is through such little things in life, and when i start to look back, i realise how God has been helping me, and bringing me to who and what i am today. i feel so blessed. i feel so loved by God.

Thank you God. Thank you Jesus, from the bottom of my heart...

a gruelling 2 hours...of WAR!!!

it was a start of 4v4.. until 1 left... no, 2 left.. a gruelling 2v4 match ensued... it seems we were getting the upperhand though we are at a disadvantage... then for some reason, i was abandoned and left alone!! not wanting to give up without a fight, i mustered all my skills and concentration in a bid to defend my base! already having my scepter and guinsoo, i farmed for my refresher and boots of travel. it was time to counter attack!!

having got a golden opportunity, i teleported with my creeps to the enemy base, and planted my wards, a total of 24 wards with my refresher!! i managed to rax a couple of buildings but they got to me. no fear, for i got an aegis as well!! for the next hour(i think so), it was a time of tough defending, with the 4 of them taking all 3 paths down to my base. i was waiting...waiting for an opportunity to rax their base again! it was hard, they knew what was gonna do, but i still had to do it, for it is my only chance of victory!!! slowly but surely, i was raxing their structures one by one... until they mustered their strenght for an all out attack!! but that was their demise as well, as my creeps raxed down their base and claimed victory...

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wa this is damn exciting. it was a good game. luckily they not very pro, if not i sure lose one. wa u guys should really see the replay. 1v4...never thought that i could win. wahahahaha.... shiok!

oh...2130 already ah...wa must go back to my books!!! FM exam TOMORROW!! okok...just now was just a game to take a break la, but how i know will take so long...

Gambatte!!!(duno correct anot...) Aza Aza Fighting!!!

a weekend of spirit cleansing and renewal

wow it has been a marvellous weekend. 清泉 retreat on fri and sat, and my baptism today!! it is indeed an important milestone in my walk with God, having cleansed myself spiritually, and having reborn with Jesus thru water baptism, on Easter itself!!

the 清泉 retreat was good. i experienced victories and victories over the evil spirits that were binding us from experiencing God, keeping us from getting closer to God. i really felt the work of the Spirit in me cleansing me. I could see that it was a spiritual warfare, and of course, with God with us, we scored a tremendous victory against the kingdom of Satan! Praise the Lord!

today's baptism is a day of rebirth. today(16th April) shall be my other birthday!! i really appreciate some of my frenz coming down to witness my baptism. Thanks weiquan, cecilia, yueyee, ivan and jiajun. thanks for coming down though it's the exam period. really appreciate it!! yeah i'm finally baptised! Praise the Lord!

exams...tomorrow!!!

exams start tomorrow le... first paper is OB... haven study yet. concentrating more on accounting, stats and FM. Those 3 papers are killers. People reading this, please please please pray for me. At this point of time, think i won't be able to save myself with any amount of studying(it is really too late, and i know myself. i'm not those kind that will study thru the night one...). I still got a retreat at Renewal Christian Church on friday and saturday... now, i'm really depending on God to help me through. I'm leaving everything in His hands...

come what may, be it good or bad results, I commit all into Your hands... I've been thinking, can study and take exams is already a Grace that God has given me. Now, I just want to finish the exams with thanksgiving in my heart... Thank you Lord.

*getting baptised this sunday!! Praise the Lord!!!!!*

**got back acct overall grade. i got 36.59/45. works out to bout 81%..and it's only a B- !?!?**