I PASSED MY PSYCHOLOGY QUIZ!!

YAY!!! I PASSED MY PSYCHOLOGY QUIZ!!! AND EVEN GOT 42/60!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!

wa i'm totally shocked by the grace God has given me. i'd expected to fail, or at most pass marginally only, but i got 42/60!!! woohoo~

but cannot be too happy... cannot take God's grace for granted. exams coming liao, if i go on like i am now, playing too much, my results are gonna be real bad lo.

pls again, remind me not to play too much dota k... thanks!

and, thank you Jesus, from the bottom of my heart.

stress....

just went for my first jam band session yesterday, and then i found out that.... the first performance is next tuesday!!! OMG!! i'm playing zombie. ya one song only, but it's bad enough, considering that i'm still so amateur and cannot make it. basically the worst person in the whole band is me liao lo. just screwing everything up, esp the timing. one week more only!! HOW???

God, i pray that You will help me in this time of need. May it not be for my glory but for Your Glory that i can play well. I pray for Your guidance and wisdom oh Lord. I thank You, Lord. In Jesus' mighty name i pray, Amen.

flu virus

got hit by the flu virus. down with flu n cough for whole of past week+. really bad. seen the NTU medical centre doctor, but the medicine prescribed like of no effect at all. mebbe the medicine all fake one, cos of the low cost of seeing the doc there. only $5. in fact, my flu did get even worse. but thank God tat i'm getting better le.

but thru this sickness i realised tat cant really afford to fall sick in uni. esp when u so sick tat u cant think at all. cant study cant do this cant do tat. mind in a blank all the time. then u havta catch up with the lectures n tuts... then the worse thing is when u are sick u really got no mood to do anything but DotA. wa tatz really bad. spent too much time on DotA liao. must curb myself... and the sad thing is play liao still play until so lousy. no improvement at all. *sigh*

next time u see me, remind me not to play so much DotA and study more ya? esp when i'm in hall, and online. thanks.

life...

wat a weekend it has been. dun how to say. full of emotions.

sat watched a vcd on 短暂人生vs永恒生命. the dream shared by the pastor touched my heart deeply. i fear being rejected by God. i cant imagine if i were to be rejected at the gates of Heaven. the feeling is so scary. forever in darkness, no hope, absolutely nothing left. time to be more serious as a Christian. lets not take God's grace for granted. nothing should be taken for granted.

sunday was... a weird day. seeing a joyous occasion turn into a sad occasion. a wedding, but the bride's mum passed away the same morning. how unexpected can life get. cant imagine if tat were to happen to me. so much like the dramas we watch, only to happen in real life.

just took my psychology quiz today. flunk liao. 40/60 questions is tikam one. ok.. i didnt study much for it, so mebbe is i 活该 if i fail. but i'm hoping tat God's grace be upon me and i pass.

*prays hard*

i'm in hall 3 Jam Band!!!

yay! i got into hall 3 jam band!! wahaha...Praise the Lord! think it's an opportunity God has given me to further hone my drumming. think it's His calling for me to serve as a drummer...hmm... i didnt get into the dance club though. guess i just dun have the dancing cells inside me. but i'm quite ok with not getting in, cos lidat then i got more time to do my own stuff too. anyway, my drumming is still damn lousy la, so i think is really God's grace tat i managed to get in lo. must practice...practice...practice... think must ask my 师傅 to teach me more stuff.

well, had my IT quiz today. got 90/100. was aiming for 100 one... didnt know where went wrong also la. but i guess it was still not bad la, considering tat i only studied like for 5 mins this morning when i woke up. again, Praise the Lord!! but i suppose my whole class would have expected me to do as well, if not, better. cos i'm sorta the IT expert in the class.

yay.. next week is the recess break le. though is break, but actually got lots of stuff to do lo. got Biz Law assignment, Marketing project, IT project. gd thing i dun think my ecas got anything planned in the break. think i should use this break to mug my textbooks. i must get good grades!! ok... seems quite hard... but nevertheless, i shall try!

still looking for 2nd-hand DSLR. who got lobang? D50? D70?

drifting...drifting...

those tat at first glance see the title is drifting and tot is the Initial D drifting, sorry, is not.

just feel tat i'm drifting further away from God. this is not gd. i think life is too busy. busy with tutorials, busy with presentations, busy with hall activities, busy with CCAs, busy doing so much stuff. not enough sleep everyday. everyday sleep at 1+(considered early for hall residents), wake up bout 8-10. only day i can sleep all i want is tues(free day!). feel tat cant really cope with studies... mebbe i'm thinking too much. but the point is, i'm getting too busy, to the point tat i'm short-changing time with God. i'm still reading the Bible everyday, but i cant feel anything anymore. guess i'm too tired to read the verses and get something out of.

think i shd do something to change this. but haven tot of anything but to pray. seriously, abit tired to think. i need a break. thank God the one-week break is coming soon.

pray for me ya?