life...

wat a weekend it has been. dun how to say. full of emotions.

sat watched a vcd on 短暂人生vs永恒生命. the dream shared by the pastor touched my heart deeply. i fear being rejected by God. i cant imagine if i were to be rejected at the gates of Heaven. the feeling is so scary. forever in darkness, no hope, absolutely nothing left. time to be more serious as a Christian. lets not take God's grace for granted. nothing should be taken for granted.

sunday was... a weird day. seeing a joyous occasion turn into a sad occasion. a wedding, but the bride's mum passed away the same morning. how unexpected can life get. cant imagine if tat were to happen to me. so much like the dramas we watch, only to happen in real life.

just took my psychology quiz today. flunk liao. 40/60 questions is tikam one. ok.. i didnt study much for it, so mebbe is i 活该 if i fail. but i'm hoping tat God's grace be upon me and i pass.

*prays hard*