back in SG..

yeah i'm back in SG, since Wednesday actually, but lazy to blog. guess i'll blog a little before i go to sleep. hmm.. the trip was.. ok... pretty stressful... but somehow i managed to get through everything, as in the work. Thank God. but the two weeks there wasn't really so good? felt pretty dry spiritually. first week was basically super busy, trying to figure out what to do also. after that was still ok. though still got read the bible everyday, but spent much less time praying, and i just felt so drifted away from God. man it just doesn't feel good at all. and the last few days there, dunno why, suddenly started thinking about some things, and about someone again. was it cos i felt pretty lonely? or what? i dunno too. but the last few days there i felt pretty bad inside. emotionally. i guess, as much as i'm doing everything i can do try to put things down, i still needs lots more time.. haiz.. i wonder how long i have to take man.. am i going to take a couple of years again, like how it always used to be? hope not.. well, i just have to focus on God. no matter how long i take, or how things will turn out, i just wanna believe that God has everything planned out. and yeah i strongly believe in that. whether someone will come along, for me to wait a few years, whatever. no point thinking so much bout it also. haha.. but easier said than done eh.. =X

well back to the trip. ShenZhen don't really have anything nice to see or what. went to a church to get some bibles. well the bibles there are really cheap. heh. think next time i go, i wanna get more bibles. haha.. can give to pple as presents. :)

but since i got back in SG, things have got better, as in emotionally. met up with some good old friends for dinner on wed when i came back, met some of them for lunch on fri, and went for supper with them yesterday. so nice to hang out with them again. must grab the opportunities to hang out with them more. heh. they're still friends that are so dear to me!! and yesterday, led worship for the evening seminar by Pastor Ime. pretty last min, but i felt that it turned out great. felt the presence of the Lord very strongly. haha.. God is great!!!

looking forward to meeting up with my friends again! heh. KTV and dinner next sat!! woohoo!!