why i keep creating problems leh???

haiz. i don't know why, things keep getting wrong. for some inexistent reason, i was misunderstood. am i such a scheming person to you, that you thought such of me? and as if just myself being misunderstood wasn't enough, i dragged a friend into it. a most innocent party, to be misunderstood too. what i hate is this lo, that bacause of me, i 连累 others who had nothing to do with anything. this time i seriously don't know what have i done wrong. or have i done anything wrong. i guess it's just purely a misunderstanding. i'd really want to clarify things, but i guess, anything i say now, anything i do now, probably is just going to piss you off. why and how did things come to this man?

and to the friend who i dragged into the misunderstanding, i'm really so so so so so so so sorry! though you said you're ok, told me not to worry about you, but i know deep inside, you're feeling very hurt. i know. the feeling of being misunderstood, being wronged. i really want to set things straight. i want to clear up the misunderstanding for you, cos i was the one who caused it. even if it meant having a greater misunderstanding for me, i guess as long as it helps clear the misunderstanding on you, it'd be worth it. but i also don't know how. hmm.. and it seems anything i do may just cause more misunderstandings, so maybe it'll be better for me just not to do anything? i guess i can just only pray hard ba. but i hope you won't hold it against her. she's really going through a very bad patch.. she's probably too emotionally affected to think through and clarify things? maybe she's just afraid that if the truth is not what she hopes it'd be, that's why she didn't confront? from what i know bout her, she isn't someone who likes to confront.. i know you are going through a rough patch too. it is too, for me. i just pray we all can have the strength to tide through all of this ba. i'm seeing some breakthroughs in my life, and i pray for such in yours and hers too. God bless all of us. :)