and after the pain..

i'm happy! wahaha.. wow i change pretty fast eh? my moods. lol. well, i'm so happy to know that i'm forgiven. haahs.. really.. just a word from you can brighten up my day, bring me back to "life". haha..

and thanks for all the brothers and sisters who love me, and showed care and concern for me. and your prayers too. heh.. i'm so blessed.

hmm.. to those who are worried about us.. i know what your concerns are.. i am very concerned too. but i'm glad that though sometimes there are problems, there are things to be happy about too. i feel that i am benefitting from her. i learnt so much from her. and i see her grades improving also.. i'm really doing all i can to bring her before God, and to help her in her studies.. i know what i doing may disappoint you all.. but this is the path we have chosen. we'll make the best out of it. it may not have been the best choice, but.. it is our choice. i won't let it become a choice that we regret. i stake everything i have on it.