sick...

arrgh.. falling sick is bad. food poisoning is lagi worse. also duno if it's food poisoning.. wa yesterday was just bad. i can't remember when was the last time i felt so worse before. super bad stomachache + diarrhoea + vomit. and it had to happen when visiting our church's elderly. so so so sorry to have brought trouble to all yesterday. but i can't really remember what happened also leh.. i just know i was feeling so damn worse, my mind was basically blank. but praise the Lord that i'm feeling much better today. stomach still feeling abit weird la, but dun feel like vomitting anymore le.. but dun really feel like doing anything also.. arrgh... the feeling of being sick is bad.

but it feels even more weird not going to church on a regular sunday. it's the first time i didn't go for service ever since i came back to En. somehow i just feel pretty lost. i wonder what pastor's sermon is about. is sunmei having any problems taking the cell? it's chek's birthday today, but i'm not there to celebrate his birthday with the cell. i'm supposed to be leading the prayer this morning, so sorry that i had to make whoever take over so last minute. it's yuan xiao today, church got lao yu sheng. i'm supposed to bring the camera to help take cell group photos too. did huihui manage to find another camera?

maybe i should have just gone to church. i feel so weird not being at service. but then again, i feel pretty dazed. my mind is abit blur blur one, and my stomach isn't really ok yet. ziting called me just now to ask if i'm better. thanks for the concern. yeah i'm definitely better than yesterday. shuiting, dun worry la, it's not your fault or anything that i fell sick. it's not your ban mian la. sunmei asked me to go take cell photo together with them. on one hand, i really want to be there. but on the other hand, duno if i can make it there.. i just feel so lethargic. and how to tell my mum that i wanna go church just to take cell photo? she confirm wont let me go.. but maybe it'll be better for me to rest at home la.. haiz..