temp job

yeah, thanks to weiquan, i got myself a 3-day temp job. it's to help out at the inter-schools sailing competition. i'm sort of representing a teacher from sports school la, and i'm getting paid $9/hr!! ok, the job scope is very very simple. basically, is just to read out numbers when the sailors pass by your 'station', or wat we call 'mark' in the competition. simple rite? other than tat, really nothing much to do. but but but, the thing is tat u're out in the sea whole day. go out at 9.30am, then come back only when all the races for the day ends, and it can end at 5+ lo. luckily today end at 4. ya, so is whole day out in the sea, and if wanna pee, no toilet lo. so how? jump into the sea n pee. serious! tatz y i dun dare drink too much water. LoL.

but tat is not the most worrying thing out in the sea. well, cos the boat we take is actually quite lok-cok, and very small, so in the sea it will keep swaying up n down, for the whole day! OMG! after 1 hour in the boat, i started to feel sea-sick. for the couple of hours tat ensued, i felt damn sea-sick, and cos it's so bored, i felt like sleeping also. so i was like gonna doze off, but felt like puking at the same time. not a gd feeling lo. Praise the Lord after bout 1pm, i felt much much much better. only occasionally feel abit sea-sick. poor weiquan. he worked yesterday, and puked 3 times. ya he's prone to motion sickness. so so so, today after i finished work, i went to guardian pharmacy n got myself motion sickness medicine. no fear anymore! wahahaha~

what if you have only a few months to live?

was listening to 音乐日记 earlier, was bout a gd fren(of the author of the letter) tat contracted cancer, and eventually died. was quite emotionally disturbed by it. ok i'm quite an emotional person when listening to touching stories/watching touching movies one. suddenly it stuck my mind tat wat if one day i found out i only have a few months to live? wat am i going to do? i know very clearly in my mind tat if tat happens, i will use all my remaining time to spread the Word to the people around me, especially my relatives n frenz. a real life story came to my mind. it's a video i watched in church, i cant rem the name of the guy anymore. this guy he contracted forget wat illness le, and it totally disfigured him. but his love for God only grows stronger, and everyday he uses his all to share his love of God. eventually wat he did touched many hearts of the people around him.

if i know i have just a few more months to live, i want to spread the Word just like he did. i really yearn for the people around me to get to know Christ as well. i'm praying everyday for my frenz and relatives. but what is prayer without works? in the end i still dun have the courage to tell my frenz about Jesus...

then into deeper thought, i realised tat i am wrong. y must i think tat only when i have a few more months to live, then i want to evangelise to the people around me? i must do it now! nobody knows what will happen next. for all u know, i might just die in an accident tomorrow. so, i cannot wait anymore! i must tell my frenz about Jesus like i have no more tomorrow!!

yet... i feel tat i still dun have the courage. please my fellow brothers n sisters, pray for me. pray for my courage.

for my non-christian frenz, i want u to know tat even if i have never met u, even if i have only known u thru the Net, even if i have only spoken to u once or not at all, i desire for u to know the Love of God. i yearn for the whole of the world to come to know God. for when tat day comes, Jesus will be back.

for my good n close frenz, all the more i want u to experience God like i have, and even more.

yes... i am praying for all of u... everyday... i am praying for u...